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🥹🫂💕after 10 yrs of upgrades this stepping back is smart but feels so uncomfortable. I should be happy to save over 10k .. yet seeing it empty had me overwhelmed with grief…I thought letting go would feel like failure. But the real heartbreak came from holding on to something I knew was no longer mine. These offices held my wildest dreams, my breakdowns, my breakthroughs, and my blueprint. It watched me grow, grieve, rise, and repeat. And today… I locked the door behind me. Not because I lost, but because I outgrew the version of me who built this. And that goodbye? It cracked something open. This new chapter feels like a step back , but actually is a BIG surrender.

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For all my luvs who have loved someone battling addiction. I know that pain too well . My birth mom was my first heart break. Addiction doesn’t love back. It doesn’t show up to parent-teacher conferences. It doesn’t remember birthdays. It doesn’t say, “I’m proud of you,” when you’re standing on a stage it never helped you reach. So I became everything she wasn’t. Nurturing. Present. Loving. But even now… there are moments. In the quiet. While I have mother to call ( thank God for grandmas ) I wish I had a safe place in my birth mom. The kind to cry to instead of crying because of. And yet, I go on. Not because she built me strong— but because I built myself… out of the pieces she never picked up. I’m still learning to forgive her. To grieve her. To release the fantasy of who I needed her to be. Because I finally understand: I may never get the mother I wanted. But I will always be the woman I needed. And maybe… that’s the real legacy.

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There comes a moment when life doesn’t knock. It kicks the door down and says: it’s your turn. No script. No cue. Just you— bare-faced, broken-hearted, and standing in a spotlight you didn’t ask for. That’s what rising to the occasion really looks like. Not poise… but pressure. Not perfection… but presence. I’ve carried the dream, the debt, the disappointment… and still showed up like I never shattered. Not because I was ready— but because I refused to stay small. So if today you’re leading with a trembling voice, if you’re holding it all together with quiet courage… I see you. You are not behind. You are the moment.

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Day 25. This move has me all in my feels ! I took down the flower wall in my office today… and I didn’t expect it to hurt like this. It wasn’t just decor—it was a symbol of a chapter I poured my whole heart into. A season full of wild dreams, long nights, and relentless belief in what could be. But growth asks for sacrifice. And lately, I’ve been letting go of so many things I loved in exchange for what’s right for the next level. It’s smart. It’s strategic. It’s necessary. But it still stings. Because sometimes even beautiful things have to go to make room for something greater. And just because it’s the right decision doesn’t mean it doesn’t break your heart a little. I’m learning that evolution and grief can exist in the same breath. And even in the bittersweet moments of goodbye… I still believe in what’s coming.

The girl boss era served me—but she was born in survival. Built in burnout. Powered by pressure. And I’m not there anymore. Day 24 of restarting my entire life, and I finally walked out of the waiting room. Waiting to be chosen. Waiting to be happy. Waiting to arrive. I’m no longer building just to prove I can. I’m building to protect my peace. I’m designing a life that feels as good as it looks. Because I am a beautiful woman—and I deserve a beautiful life. This is the soft life season. Where the new strategy is rest. The new currency is joy. And the new success looks like me, finally safe in my own spirit.

I spilled the real tea! Systems & strategies that I actually used to make my first millions. The losses the lessons in love and business . NY owes me nothing!!! I love y’all …. This Masterclass was life changing eye opening and more . Get a @missypreneur & @_jessicafraser in your life they made sure I had everything to show up i. Excellence 💕